One Day

2007-09-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

So i'm missing my DTS peeps LOADS! man i miss them like any news from them makes me sooo happy, and pictures, man they are good , thank God for camera's! haha so people( if you are even reading this) upload MORE!!!

AARGH! i miss you guys!

Anyway, am hosting one of the july DTS teams(jessie's team) they are off to Barcelona tonight, brought them around Singapore today, not really good at the whole touristy thing or the public transport thing but i think i did ok, they are a fun crew, 9 of them (only 2 guys) makes me appreciate the dynamics of my team, makes one feel really safe having 6 big strong guys around... Thank you Jesus! haha But they are going to change the nations that they are in and are going to have SO much fun too, can't wait to hear their stories!

Anyway thats all for now... oh oh ya i got to see iain in his uniform today, hahaha quite nice la haha

2007-09-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

So i just got back yesterday at like 9:15. it was really really really really sad to leave my DTS ohana was really quite depressed on the plane and getting my baggage because it was just like my family picking me up then my sis and my mum needed to go to the loo and surprise surprise when i turned around there was hugh, esther, lydia, ivan and and *drum roll please* iain(yay) haha that was so so nice thanks you guys!

2007-05-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hey all!

Yup its me, i'm still alive here in Perth YWAM. IT IS SO GREAT HERE! LOVE IT! haha love the people love everything about it hahaha learning so much about God and his character its so amazing anyway gotta go MISS EVERYBODY LOADS! bye all love u!

Oh clara i'll try and call u soon ya?!

SARAH my lovely cuz i miss u oodles! muack say hi to your family for me...

k bye all!

2007-04-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

So ya i think this may be my last post for a very very long time...
Anyway iain's in army (miss him alot) and i'll be flying tmr at 930am so yup off to perth even further away from him sigh oh well what to do ...
Yup so i guess that is pretty much all i gotta say all you take care now byee!

2007-04-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

So i finally have my visa i'll be leaving on wednesday, kinda sad cos iain is going in to army on tuesday so he won't be able to see me off. I'm really really gonna miss iain and my family sigh but it'll be a good experience. I HAVE TO GET CALLING CARDS! sigh

2007-03-31T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hey so just got the news, my visa isn't done yet sigh SOOO SLOW! anyway i think it gives me another week YAY!!! SO GREAT!

So anyway went to the zoo with iain on wednesday so much fun! met up with yve (its so cool that she works there!) I love the zoo! haha company was even better!! :)

so here are some photos we took...TADA!!!

A cool looking monkey...anyway i think its a nice picture!

Hamadryas Baboons (77 of them expecting no. 78 soon!)
Did you know...
Seriously my favourite animal in the zoo

Another one of my favourite animals in the zoo that day haha (ps iain wanted me to take this picture k, just so you know...)

A Black and white-ruffed Lemur looks kinda demented like my dog hahaha
EWWWWWWWWWWW...gross right? Madagascar hissing cockroaches
A flourescent scorpion (UV light) cool aye?!
My friend yvette doing her feeding commentary ( AH IT IS SO COOL THAT SHE WORKS IN THE ZOO!!!!!!!!!)
yup so thats about it for all the pics i have i wish i had taken more of the snakes ( my second favourite animal/reptile in the zoo, but iain doesn't quite like them so didn't stay long in that part of the zoo...

(: I LOVE THE ZOO! :)

2007-03-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

hey so i'm leaving for perth on the 31st, kinda got no feeling about it, not excited, not looking forward it or anything just feeling like ya i gotta go i guess it'll be a learning experience and i suppose i'll enjoy it. But for now i'm really gonna miss my family and really gonna miss iain sigh k i guess thats life what to do? sigh

2007-01-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

so kill me, haha i haven't actually written an actual post in AGES, i'm just too lazy to type so as a lousy excuse for "updating" i post pics, now isn't that easy?

Anyway, I AM SO DARN BORED! thank God i start work on thurs, unfortunately that means less time to spend with iain and hard work, early mornings and annoying customers(HOPEFULLY NOT!) but yea all part of the job, should be fun.

So today was a pretty cool day woke up early, FINALLY, haha i haven't exactly been waking up early normally at around 12,1,2PM haha :) that aside, today went to try and apply for a certificate of no criminal convictions (i still think it sounds silly). I get there at like 10ish and pick a no. (2028) and they are like serving no. 2016 and i swear that place has like one, at most two people working there, THEY ARE SO SO SO SO SO SLOW! and the instructions are NO EXISTANT! like people take a no. Go in and see the people and then come out again in like 3 mins and the people tell them to take a form and fill it out, in that time another person comes in and does the same thing, THUS HOLDING UP THE LINE! so in effect it takes 15-20 mins per person( they could be so much more efficient, they are the police after all!) Anyway its like been 3 people and i have already finished watching the episode of america's funniest home videos on the little TV set they have in the place to keep people entertained and am now watching Golden Girls, when i realise ,after observing the people walk in and out of the SMALL OFFICE, that i should perhaps fill up the form first, so i take the paper and read it and... SHOOT ME! i didn't bring passport photos or my passport so i effectively went there to watch tv...SHEESH! haha And now i have to go back there tmr and wake up even earlier tmr in an attempt to miss the crowd! Sigh i guess its a lesson learnt!

After that whole annoying incident, i went to pick up iain and we went to pick up my sis at Laselle(she's teaching there) and then to cathay Billy Bombers to eat YAY! nice food, after which we droped my sis back at Laselle and then headed off to Ikea to do some shopping, i like ikea its fun there, came home with iain and played with ginger and brie(so cute!) Yup i guess thats about it

ciao for now!
ooxxoOxXOo! (NACHOOOOOO!)hahahahhahaha

2007-01-16T16:26:00.000+08:00

i swear this is the last one!

2007-01-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

and somemore...

2007-01-16T16:00:00.000+08:00

Still goofing ya'll

2007-01-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

Yup still goofing around, and there are more pics to go!

2007-01-16T15:15:00.000+08:00

Just goofing around with the cousins:

2007-01-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY:

2007-01-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

And MY SISTER'S BIRTHDAY:

2007-01-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

And then there was SENTOSA:

2007-01-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

Ya so i haven't Blogged in FOREVER...so i'll do a picture post

I'll start with BINTAN:

2006-10-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

I Finally tried on my dress after promising to do so after 3 weeks and 3 days hahha(according to Esther) Anyway. I'M SOOOO FULL from eating the Lasagna Aunty Rufina made hahhaah shes the coolest k she can do everything like superwoman k!!! haha yup exams are around the corner and positive confession: I AM MOTIVATED TO STUDY AND I AM ABLE TO REMEMBER AND RECALL ALL THINGS I HAVE LEARNT, READ AND HEARD!!! YEA! k so off to hit the books...POW! hahhahahha *so lame*okie dokie...muack

2006-09-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

Just came back from watching House. I love house. ahhaa yup anyway so these are my tv times people listen up haha i'm constantly MIA during these times:

Monday:10-11 HOUSE(DEFINATELY)
Tuesday:10-11 Las Vegas(maybe) 11-12 Numbers(most likely confirmed)
Wednesday:10-11 NCIS/CSI miami(most probably)
Thurs and fri are boring nothing-good-to-watch on tv days

So yup got back econs mcq-it pretty much was a disaster but kinda expected it (13/25) getting back paper4 tomorrow, i will get an A for A2 k confirm! haha and got lit back too B was expecting worse, but thanks to the unseen paper it pulled my grades up by like alot so yup,again i will get an A for A2!!

Anyway so after sch went to look for the house which sells cupcakes which is apparently in holland V but we can't find it. If anyone knows where it is tell us k?! i think it needs a giant revolving cupcake on its roof with a neon sign which says cupcakes here!!!!! right esther?

After that we went to eat lunch/dunch(dinner-lunch)/tea/whatever:

The chronicles of Sugi

Sugi:"when i was a little boy, in my house in JaKa-Ta, i had this big 30m tall mirror"

everybody at table-meaning esther, iain and myself: "mirror or window,giant pane of glass?"

Esther:"french window la"

Sugi:"HUH??"

Everyone:"Ah nevermind! GIANT PANE OF GLASS K"

Sugi:"YA then i though, Wah such a nice big space to jump, so i jumped, and POM! my chin hit the glass"

Everyone:"Wah that explains alot!"

LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH

Please stay tuned to know more about this funny creature, AKA SUGIHARTO chia, or you could aslso read esther's blog or better yet go straight to the source at sugi's blog!!!

K if u guys didn't find it funny i'm sorry you have to be there, its really funny then but maybe its just cos esther was high on her fever and sugi was just sugi haha atmosphere i guess...Love you guys hahaha

2006-09-24T01:39:00.000+08:00

~PRELIMS ARE OVER PRELIMS OVER la la la lalala~hahhaa yea! don't think i'll do that great sigh nvm i'll just get the As for A2!! YEAH!

K so jeri's party is the talk of the town so i feel i need to talk about it too, but its hard not to talk about something that was soo fun. Wow seriously everyone looked soo good, it was a great idea jeri!

Jeri:HAPPY SWEET 16! You looked awsome, what am i saying? you always look awesome!!!

Esther: even though u didn't have a dress, u still managed to look so glam, turquoise looks really good on you!

Nat: The dress looked great on you!

Sugi: u look good without the checkered jacket k, the shirt looks good, and it has texture too...(wow) thanks to brian and jiayi!

Iain: haha i really liked that shirt it made u look good heh...who went with u to get it huh?! hahhaha

Nick: A/X belt eh?

Sarina, Kathi, Kristi: WOW some people so pretty...haha but you girls always manage to look wonderful!

kane: please don't lose anymore weight!! you are gonna disappear soon! You look really good i hope people tell you that more!

haha anyway i'll post pictures soon.
I had so much fun at the party and thanks to iain i got to stay out later heh THANK YOU! so went to watch miami vice(violent, gory-hahha and with unnecessary sex scenes-sheesh) with iain and sugi, sat in the front row got a bit dizzy cos of the movement of the camera and now my neck REALLY HURTS cos of the angle at which i watched the movie sigh.It was fun nontheless.

Went to watch John tucker must die just now with family and iain, so funny its better than what i expected- pretty girls(always a plus) and a pretty good story line. haha guys go get thongs k! haha but DON'T SHOW US!!!!

hehe

MUACK!

2006-09-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

So today we celebrated my mum's bday at Fosters, my dad was adament about having it at holland V and we all thought he was being mean and horrible. Anyway so we get there and then my dad says he needs to go withdrawn some money, so i get up and run some errands. After my errands i return sit down and my dad's not back yet, then he comes through the door with a plastic bag and a cloth bag so he passess the bag to my mum, and my mum thought it was a book so she said oh thank u then she looks into the bag its a white fluffy thing, she goes oh thinking its a stuff toy then it blinks and she goes OH! GUESS WHAT EVERYBODY?! I NOW DO NOT JUST HAVE 3 DOGS I HAVE 4!!! newest addition is Brie Quek-mini maltese!!!! so cute! anyway, so we come home to initiate her into the family, O.B. couldn't be bothered, gin we haven't shown her cos she's too big and we are afraid that she might be crushed. Nw paddy, he was terribly upset!!! he was so upset he made himself sick k he arked and barked till he threw up! crazy jealous!!! anyway thats the excitement for today.

2006-09-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

Now i'm just really sian, reading people's blogs and listening to music. Wish exams would just end. Wish i could never be sad or unhappy, but i suppose its all part and parcel of life, cos if we don't experience sad then how happy can happy be? how would we know what happy feels like?

I wish more funny things would happen to me or rather i wish i could remember them, maybe its cos its so embarassing for me thats why i forget it haha cos just in case you people reading my blog don't know, but me, melinda quek min yi am the butt ~soft and gentle k(hahhaha inside joke)~of majority of jokes that go around among my friends. i don't quite know how i end up like this but it always happens one way or another, according to them its cos i'm just easy to make fun of so ok i really can't do anything about that, hence i embrace the inner me~hahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahaha(what bull)heh~. i feel somewhat enlightened now! All thanks to...ME!

2006-09-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

So exams started for me today, Econs-2 essays and 1 DRQ, i don't think i'll do that well but its just prelims, i'm sure i'll do better for As. so its 10 more days to go before then end of the exams, 3ish days till Hugh comes back(on my mum's bday). haha excited to see an old friend.

I miss my friends.

Anyway, enough of sad things. After Econs exam today,went out with iain and esther then met wai leong,cara and faheem,we then proceeded to eat our way around Holland V , started off with appetizers at Hogs Breath Cafe, then moving on to the main course...Katong Laksa, where sugi met us and last but not least dessert at Gelare its 50% off waffle day ahah

So not a bad day.

2006-09-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

Well, now i'm just bored, so fgured i'd update, am sitting at home family is downstairs getting ready for pilates class with my sister, cousins are in the other room playing bejewelled and watching tv.

I really needa find the motivation to study, especially history, i don't feel stressed yet feel that creeping feeling of fear, but the desire to remain idle is so overwhelming, Dear God i pray for the motivation to study and the perseverance to continue on studying as well as the dilligence to study hard and well. Amen!(wow i sound like i'm reading the SCGS class names) haha i miss SC, i think simpler times, not saying i regret coming to ACS, i really do love it here, but i do miss the SC people. We really need to meet up again, maybe after the exams when its freedom for all?!

I WISH EXAMS WERE OVER!!! they start tomorrow, luckily i only have one exam next week, econs on tues! sigh but i end the friday after that(12 days!) OKAY PEOPLE, we can do it, its only 12 days then play the down to A-LEVELS which is still i great big pain in the butt!

all i have to say now is RAINBOW AT THE END OF A RAINSTORM...study hard now and reap the results later, its so easy to say but so hard to do. But i suppose its possible. i'm just trying to stay optimistic here. alright then i should pick up the books and put the nose to the grindstone, or pull up my socks or whatever old saying you would like to use in this situation.

bye all

2006-09-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

i finished reading my book...yes its an actual book...yea eat ur heart out...I READ A BOOK...hahha its called "Can You Keep a Secret?" by Sophie Kinsella, the author of the shopaholic series, now that i'm all bookless i don't know if i should continue reading with this author or not. Anyway i was reading with my family today, they were really quite shocked i was reading, i know its not a fancy book like on philosophy or a great literary classic but at least its a book, so my dad is pleased, and now my sis is reading it hahha

so after reading i went out with iain's family to celebrate his dad's birthday, some place called Andre's in telok ayer(or however you spell it), food was good but waiting time between courses was LONG...now i have gastric...sigh...but it was a really enjoyable evening, i had fun.

Anyway, i thot i was gonna blog when something interesting would happen but i decided to blog now and not wait till the end of the world. This is also an attempt to make sure my blog stays alive i think it went on life support for a while and now luckily, we didn't have to pull the plug on it, i believe hope was lost for a while but i suppose it should be revived once again. haha yup yup so i guess that should be enough to surfice...bye all!!

2006-09-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

i hope this works...i haven't blogged in so long i think my blog needs life support!

2006-05-20T11:13:00.000+08:00

AHHHH
i haven't blogged in AGES so sorry guys! you see there are these evil little paper things called EXAMS.. normally these evil things bring about large amounts of FEAR, STRESS and worse of all ACNE! hahha sigh so we all better take care of our skin!! ahhh and how do i deal with it? i eat
shoot i feel fat so unhappy-fying *humph* :( sigh k i guess i'll have to work out then! kk i'll leave it hear for now.

2006-01-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

I have one thing to say:

GOD IS MOVING!

2005-12-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

appearance versus reality though it may be seriously apparent in literary texts is something that is even more apparent in real life.

Public Relations
-keeping up appearances...forcing a plastic smile just to try adn make the other person buy or invest in a product

Model industry/or society
-society deems what is supposed to be beauty->which i feel is stupid because just because a person looks super "hot" does not necessarily mean that they'll be nice.
-appearances are important, that i do not contest; as can be seen in the case of first impressions. However i feel that they are definitely not everything (i'm sure everyone agrees with me on this)

anyway this is all just my attept to stay awake and sound slightly intelligent hahaha

basically "beauty is in the eye of the beholder"-though seriously cliched, each is entitled to their own opinion!

2005-12-12T01:00:00.000+08:00

yay! i'm off to hawaii in like um 5 hours...now all i have to do is stay awake for that amount of time or at least that's what i'm trying to do now. argh! its getting a bit hard! hahha thanks for great friends who are willing to keep me awake MUACK! ahhaha well service at the expo was cool! the place is sooo big and well REALLY COLD! haha we crashed into the city harvest people... i think its so cool to have 2 churches under one roof! To have one place filled with praises for God i love that! its so great! i mean seriously to have freedom of religion is great. imagine not being able to pray in public or sing praises in public, then i'd be so sad :( haha well thank God i don't live in a place like that. :D!

2005-12-08T00:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys i'm too lazy to update but here are the pictures from nat and my combined costume birthday party! Enjoy.

Nat(The pirate) and I(the ice girl from Sky high-my boyfriend is warren peace hahah)
Nat, me , tim(cowboy) and Wai leong the surgeon
Me and my sister (magenta from sky high)
The sky high posse! Sugi-zach, me,my sis melissa, Esther-laila
Me, Manav (the shiek), Nat

2005-11-27T22:07:00.002+08:00

Oh dear, having problem with my costume hahahahha oh dear... sigh k anyway thanks to my sister at least i have one...

Tmr is another day of orientation training, i really wish we had a schedule to follow. Oh and SAT hw is due on tues which i ahve not done as yet. somehow this really doesn't seem like holidays.

feeling kinda blue now actually it isn't really blue, more of slight irritation, kinda just want to be left alone by the world. sigh oh well nevermind... I still love all my friends

2005-11-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

Tommorow is another LONG day. Today was really cool! teaching dance was fun and i'm really proud of all the leaders they learnt the dance so fast! and they didn't complain!! MUACK! love you all good job! so proud of ya'll!!!!! really. Thanks for making it so fun to teach! heh

K so after training and all esther,Pen, Sugi and i went to go for a super girly afternoon, actually sugi just took a nap while esther, pen and i did our super girly things :)

I'm quite excited meeting the SC gang at 7 on fri again, hopefully there will be more people this time, NAT IS BACK! HOORAY! (ahha or however you spell it)

K i'm quite proud of myself i'm blogging so regularly! hmmm *pats self on back*

K

Oh and esther....
Esther
Esther
Esther
Esther
Esther
Esther

Happy??

2005-11-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

haha i'm blogging so regularly now, must be because i'm bored...right now i'm listening to sixpence none the richer they are so cool! ahahah li really like this song, its con't dream its over... i'm feeling rather fat now cos i haven't really been exercising, so i'm planning to start exercising hahha hopefully.

i want a swim suit i really need to go shopping. yes i do...sigh someone go shopping with me....WARNING: i take a long long long time to shop for the right thing (just ask esther and sugi) hahha k i think i'm gonna go to bed now ciao!

2005-11-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

This is a poem told to us by Pastor Melvyn Mak in church today:

The Touch of the Master's Hand

"Twas battered and scared, and the auctioneerThought it scarcely worth his whileTo waste much time on the old violin,But he held it up with a smile."What am I bidden, good folks," he cried,"Who'll start bidding for me?A dollar, a dollar - now who"ll make it two _Two dollars, and who"ll make it three?
"Three dollars once, three dollars twice,Going for three". . . but no!From the room far back a gray-haired manCame forward and picked up the bow;Then wiping the dust from the old violin,And tightening up the strings,He played a melody,pure and sweet,As sweet as an angel sings.
The music ceased and the auctioneerWith a voice that was quiet and low,Said: "What am I bidden for the old violin?"And he held it up with the bow;"A thousand dollars - and who'll make it two?Two thousand - and who'll make it three?Three thousand once, three thousand twiceAnd going - and gone," said he.
The people cheered, but some of them cried,"We do not quite understand -What changed its worth?" The man replied:"The touch of the masters hand."And many a man with life out of tune,And battered and torn with sin,Is auctioned cheap to a thoughtless crowd.Much like the old violin.
A "mess of pottage," a glass of wine,A game and he travels on,He's going once, and going twice -He's going - and almost gone!But the MASTER comes, and the foolish crowd,Never can quite understand,The worth of a soul, and the change that's wroughtBy the touch of the MASTER'S hand.
~Myra B. Welch

2005-11-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hey i think its about time to update again! haha well lets see what's been happening? hmmm MY EXAMS ARE OVER, i'd actually think i would be happier over this but somehow i'm not as ecstatic as i would think i would be.

So after my exams ended, i went to meet some of the DG people for a small get together at Marche which was really a lot of fun, seeing everybody once again. I think i can safely say this for every ex-SC girl: getting together with SC people really makes you feel darn nostalgic.

Gosh i really miss SC i knew i would miss it but really not this much, there are so many things i miss:
1) The being around with just girls-ok guys are fun and all but sometimes they really deserve to be BASHED!!! *WHACK*

2) The company of really good friends without having anything interfereing with a good-ole friendship!

3) The conversations in an all girls school, all that crap we talked about that really can't be said in a co-ed system ahha

4) The teachers, ok so i admit being in the system and all sometimes we get irritated with our teachers, but at the end of the day i still miss them.

5) The carefreeness of the secondary school days. Although during that time they didn't seem that carefree, they do now, so that is what counts.

6) CHOIR! oh my gosh i seriously miss choir, the singing and the performing...

Well i think thats it for now but i have a feeling that in years from now i'll have a much LONGER list of things i miss. I suppose this is all part of growing up haha

To my DG people and SC choir people: Thanks for making everything so memoriable.

Lastly i leave you with is thought:
you never really know what you miss till its gone.

2005-11-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

Being dumb in GP got bored...Sugi muct die! Strangle sugi...Go hugh!
Funny faces in GP pbviously very very very bored...

HELLO ALL! One more paper to go! one more only one more then i can go play! have sleepovers and what not argh! ONE MORE!!!! And we must have a DG reunion k i'll go plan it! YES i will yes i will!!!!

2005-10-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Celefest-Haunted house...IT'S ALL HUGH'S FAULT!!!
My family on my parent's 25th wedding anniversary! SURPRISE MUMMY!

2005-10-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH! i'm actually updating!

HI LIANGHWEI!

K anyway i'm quite sad cos most of my JC friends have finished their promos and i haven't even started my real AS level exams blast it! k nevermind chinese paper is on the 31st of october and exams end on the 16th of nov! AHHHH k i really have to buck up and pull up my socks! ARGH!

Lord i pray for motivation, a longer attention span, perseverance and GREAT AMOUNTS OF CONCENTRATION!

amen!!!

k ciao guys!

2005-08-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

Oh man my blog is dying...sorry all!
haha k hmm pen's party was darn fun! City harvest is like whoa...praise was great! national day was fun the parade was good and the fireworks were good as usual. Studied this morning then went to konglam's to bum for a while before going to J8 for movie...watched the wedding crashers it was well hmmm funny kinda well.... it was NC 16 so infer people! haha kk ciao

2005-07-10T21:02:00.002+08:00

Saw MADDCAP on fri was good choir was great as usual keep it up girls! shown alot of improvement proud of u guys! just came back from a meeting at hope center with the china trip people oh man i miss china so much! sigh
k i gotta ciao now pple so sorry! muack! TTFN!

2005-07-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

I Don't Wanna Be
by Gavin DeGraw

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's sonI
don't need to be anything other than a specialist's sonI don't have to be
anyone
other than a birth of two souls in onePart of where I'm going is
knowing where
I'm coming fromI don't want to be anything other than what
I've been trying to
be latelyAll I have to do is think of me and I've peace
of mindI'm tired of
looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta doOr who I'm
supposed to beI don't
want to be anything other than meI'm surrounded by
liars everywhere I turnI'm
surrounded by imposters everywhere I turnI'm
surrounded by identity crisis
everywhere I turnAm I the only one to notice?I
can't be the only one concernedI
don't want to be anything other than what
I've been trying to be latelyAll I
have to do is think of me and I've peace
of mindI'm tired of looking 'round
rooms wondering what I gotta doOr who I'm
supposed to beI don't want to be
anything other than meCan I have everyone's
attention pleaseif you're not like
this and thatYou're gonna have to leaveI
came from the mountain, the crust of
creationMy whole situation made from
clay to stoneAnd now I'm telling everybodyI
don't want to be anything other
than what I've been trying to be latelyAll I
have to do is think of me and
I've peace of mindI'm tired of looking 'round
rooms wondering what I gotta
to doOr who I'm supposed to beI don't want to be
anything other than meI
DONT WANT TO BE...HEYYYYI DONT WANT TO BE...NOOOOI DONT
WANT TO BE....I DONT
WANT TO BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN ME!

2005-07-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

Hey all!

hahha yes konglam darling u rock and u are so hot hahha but i'm sexy k! hahhaha or was it the other way around? esther and penny i love you guys too!!!! sorry havent blogged, school has been well really interesting....hmmmmm hhaaha drama drama drama sigh hahha NOPE I CANNOT GET DISTRACTED!!!! I MUST STUDY AND STUDY HARD and so should all you other people with so much extra time and are so bo liao to read my blog hahhaha

k ciao people!
MUACK!

2005-06-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

Ok ok see alex i'm updating!

KK so today was the first day back in school well its back to reality and back to work for me...sigh have so many tests have hist exam on weds and thurs and a econs test on thurs sigh. k nevermind...I can do it! i think....

ok so came back from china, love china!!!! Love lijiang, LOVE THE CHILDREN!!!! they are simply adorable! i'm so serious, they are!

k i'll leave it here for now hopefully i'll have enough time to blog or i'm just not lazy so yup ciao people!

2005-05-28T02:18:00.000+08:00

HEY! MY SIS IS BACK! YAY!!!!!!! HAPPY!!!!!!!

Went to see camelot, hahha is was really really good, abit long and draggy at parts but yup, overall good! GREAT JOB GUYS! haha yup!

2005-05-08T02:12:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO! i'm um slightlty high and i can't sleep its like 2.14am haha taking a break from econs sigh i'm like so distracted but at least i'm listening to something/someone soothing...ahhhhh Josh Groban oh man he's so good! haha and by the way haha starry starry nicht is like my favourite song haha when you guys have the chance you should download it haha...

"Vincent (Starry, Starry Night)"

Starry, starry night

Paint your palette blue and grey

Look out on a summer's day

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul

Shadows on the hills

Sketch the trees and daffodils

Catch the breeze and the winter chills

In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze

Swirling clouds and violet haze

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue

Colours changing hue

Morning fields of amber grain

Weathered faces lined in pain

Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you

But still your love was true

And when no hope was left inside

On that starry, starry night

You took your life as lovers often do

But I could have told you Vincent

This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met

The ragged men in ragged clothes

The silver thorn

A bloody rose

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen

They're not listening still Perhaps they never will...

2005-05-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

I apologise for not updating in such a long long long time...SORRY! haha
I'm like sooooo happy, ecstatic! really so so hyper(may be because of my medication) haha but k nevermind abt that... i'm so happy cos:
1) I HAVE A NEW GLASS STUDY TABLE IN MY ROOM!!!
Sugi and iain noe what i'm talking about...
Oh My Gosh! now i can study in my room, i feel so motivated now hee--thank you mummy and daddy
2) I HAVE WIRELESS
haha today went to sim lim square with kai and bought a wireless router so so happy! thank u kai!

oh man i'm so happy!!!!!!!!

Ps. CONGRATS SCGS!!! love u miss u guys.. all the art ccas ROCK! haha gold wheeeee so cool!

2005-04-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hey check this out!!!
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v638/kanderlite/Illusion.jpg

2005-04-15T19:16:00.000+08:00

AHHHH! i miss lix man! haha awwww sigh
ok nvm she'll be coming back soon! haha okok
so hmmm sorry i haven't updated in like super long!
I'm so pleased and proud of the SCGS choir for getting gold! yay! CONGRATS guys...we seniors will always be proud of u...uphold or standard ya?!
Oh man sch is still fun i mean so many frens and new pple and learning is actually so muc fun i never thought it would be but its fun and chinese my chinese teacher rocks man!
kk i gotta go now k so i'll try updating on a more regular basis... have a look at the pics k! and tag!!!!!

2005-03-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

GOOD FRIDAY TO ALL!!!

haha just came home from dinner at marche with "little bro"nick, uwei, lix, iain and alex. Today went to town with the gang ( kristi, kathi, debbie, lix, iain, nick and uwei)... wanted to go watch a movie but even winnie the pooh the movie was all sold out haha so well that just spoilt out plans. Thus we ended up just walking around town aimlessly and to quote uwei "we have no life" but i don't think thats true haha well today was quite uneventful but still fun nontheless. Must be the company(LOVE U GUYS!) Muack! haha this update was just for my other "little bro" joel haha... God bless ya'll!

2005-03-14T18:05:00.001+08:00

hello all!!! haha i'm bored supposed to be doing holiday homework but i'm slacking... sigh holidays are icky i miss school...pple and interaction!!!!

2005-03-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

Os are back
i didn't do too well
i got 17 points
i'll do better for As
i'm sure!

2005-02-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

IT's over! finally... over!!! wheeee all stress is gone! wheee RELAX! *sigh of relief* haha everybody was really great! the ACS(international) you guys rock! ACJC dn't worry i didn't forget you! u guys rock too! thanks to all supporters who came to watch thanks so much, u guys made all the differance. THANKS! muack!

2005-02-12T13:35:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH! next week is the night of laughter!! HELP!!! and i'm doing a monologue! HELP!!!! oh man i'm so scared that i'm gonna botch it up. by the way i'll be in ACJC on tues and wed thurs n fri (thurs and fri bring the concert itself) Oh man... so scared. i hope i do ok.

2005-01-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

lalalalalaalallaa changed the blog skin..................

2005-01-22T14:00:00.000+08:00

I lost my hp yesterday! so SAD! anyway, i got a replacement card so it is exactly the same no. its just that i have lost everyone's contact no. so pple please message me with ur name pls!!! thank u!

2005-01-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

WAIT! update! k so now there is a new guy in our class so there are 6 guys and 6 girls in my class n level! equal! yay! nice number! hahaha

I really thank God for ACS(international) its so amazing that we all just click lyk that!

orientation is over!!! its like it just started and now its over...so sad, now i haf to get down to the studying...sigh...nvm, i'm sure that is gonna b fun too! Have fun u guys!!!

2005-01-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS SO FUN! haha guess wat there are only 11 pple(5 guys, 6 girls) in my class AND..... we make up the whole level! yr 5 rocks! ]

kk so while u guys(pple in other JCs) are having a honeymoon yr, i'm taking the international As so it's lyk spread across two years so i finish 1/2 of them this yr then finish the rest nxt yr. This means i haf to be consistant!

so lyk i'm in the Gold clan(made up of yr 3s and yr 5s) my grp is called omikron the other grp is called epsilon...together we are GOLD! haha so, unfortunately my grp has really un-enthu yr 3s, actually the girls are quite nice BUT THE BOYS.... oh HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously! sarcasm does not look good on them! Its lyk go learn mass dance..."sorry leg cramp, head cramp, stomach cramp, i don't want to dance, my water bag broke" lyk seriously CUT THE CRAP LA! so blood boiling!

But what i do lyk abt ACS(international) is the God centeredness(is that a word?) each day after flag-raising the principal talks to all of us abt international news then says a prayer b4 we go to our homerooms, then we meet our tutor miss Loh then there is the normal stuff(announcements, blah blah blah) then b4 we go to class we say a prayer to bless the day and us ( we take turns to pray each day) SO COOL RIGHT!!!

i really miss all of you! i miss SC!!! i miss choir!!!! wahhhh...kk when u guys haf time call me k?! i end school at 5.

2005-01-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

have i earned jerk status with all of you for not updating? i'm so lazy and so terribly sorry!!

AHHHH school is starting tmr(excited yet hmmm somewhat afraid). But i believe that the Lord has many wonderful surprises waiting for all of us in this new yr! YAY!

(to all my frens)
I pray that u guys will be in the center of God's will and plan he has made for u all!

2004-12-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

LAlalalalala i'm back from my long long hol to the US. Came back on the 21st but din feel like blogging...sorry. ok so pics will come later, at the moment too lazy to burn and save. I'm so irritated! we lost our digi cam(at least it wasn't our primary cam whew!)ok so spent my bday in LA walking down rodeo drive and shopping!heh. well missed all my frens sniff sniff. yup yup so tonight my fam is going to celebrate my sister's pretend bday cos she spent her bday in the air(awwww so sad) haha anyway,will blog again soon i hope my lazy phase will b over soon, i hope. haha ciao babes!

2004-12-03T10:34:00.000+08:00

Just saw Alexander last night it ended at about 1am haha 3 hours long, 1/2 and hour of wich was unnecessary ...hmmmm now i dunno wat it is PG, NC16, M18, RA... but there was nuditiy n implications of homosexuality(YUCK!)-guys kissing guys, n the talk well i guess the talk is forgivable since they were childhood friends and in war. But it was not uncommon for the ancient greeks to sleep with young boys(ewwww).Anyway, i thought that Agelina Jolie did a really good job but her accent sounded russian hahahahahahaha As for Colin farrell i don't think he can carry a movie um he has two major expessions pain or extreme paranoia. Well i feel that the young alexander did a really good job! Anyway i don't regret seeing this movie! TTFN!

2004-11-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the Hanoi...It was GREAT! haha the weather was nice not rainy cool... Shopping WOW it was hmmm GREAT hahaahaha so in a few days i'll be going to the USA heehee YAY!

2004-11-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

PROM is tmr!!! YAY!!!! WHEEEEEE!!! i'm excited! ok so after that i'll b away in vietnam frm the 26th to the 29th then off to the US on the 4th to the 20th YAY! k so tt was just for the pple who dunno heehee

2004-11-20T14:59:00.000+08:00

I'm still over the moon!
haha
oh guess wat! i woke up at 1130 today. i haf not done that in lyk a decade! haha sounds so long ya?! oh dun get me wrong i slept at 3am last night so officially i haf the right to wake up so late k! and u noe y?? cos i watched Shark tale at 1230am last night...and it was with my parents and my aunt haha...

Today i woke up n i cleared up my stuff in the study room in the TV room and in my room hahaa so cheap thrill right haah well i feel so much better, seeing everything so clean haha well i guess i'll leave it at that for now.TTFN!

2004-11-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER! MY O's are over! AND I AM OVER THE MOON!
To all sec 4s can u smell that?? hmmm?? can u? its te sweet sweet SWEET smell of freedom! haha YAY! to all sec 3s: torture is on the way haha...i'm so evil MUAHHAHAHAHAH but i'm sure all of u will do SUPER SUPER well...i believe in u!hahaha

2004-10-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! O LEVELS IN A WEEK!

2004-09-26T13:23:00.001+08:00

Hey ya ok so i have not blogged in a long long long time but here i am!!! haha so Prelims are OVER! WOO HOO! haha yesterday was super sweet...sec 4 farewell...now i feel lyk such a big part of my life is gone...its really v sad.

ok so last night was the farewell and the theme was black n white...and the sec 3s were all out to scare us and for some strange reason, i was not easily scared last night when i normally am quite a scardy cat *miao* hehe ya so the night started off with games that we always play haha Longest Shortest: gen asked for the thickest n jel got up well the room was quite crowded so she jumped off the chair n char was so mean she said that sgp has just felt its 1st earthquake...hahahahhaha okok no offence jel(We luff u!)hehe... after that was DINNER which was gr8 too haha and then dinner entertainment:

Sec ones:
their item was sooooo sweet...whatever mistakes they made were forgiven in a flash cos they were so sweet and they did it for us...and Ann so cute suai ge ya?! haha so cute! thaks u all!

Sec twos:
put up a musical so cute too hehe...apparently lshan left the script lying around her house so laipeng read the whole thing hahaha well it was really cute hehe oh n i think the choir doesn't haf to plan 4 orientation next year coz they can just use this musical ahhh...hahahahaha thaks dears

sec threes:
their item was touching, made me wanna cry... was that close to tears...thank u guys so muc 4 putting in so much effort to plan tis think i noe u guys went thru a whole lotta trouble thank u once again

hahha next toilet break...WEEEEEEE(hahahah pun pun)hehehe ya so Mrs yogee requested a performance so all the sec 4s went off to the loo to practice n coz it was the scary theme, we sang Kashiri then i will b here( the happy version hahaha) and lastly coz mrs yogee wanted a boy band thing we sang where is the love(where is the love? HERE IS THE LOVE(x4) 1, 2, 3, world peace! hahahahhaha)

and the sappiest part of the evening the speech! oh man so sad i think all the sec 4s had so much to say but couldn't...hahaha ( "i dunno wat to say") haha well We luff u juniors! i think char's speech was really good but wat to say? tts y she's the prez isn't it hahahhaha good on ya ole chap...(i'm watching an english war movie-the 4 feathers)heehee

Last...the nigt games ok ok went bobing 4 apples hehe n looking for eyeballs... clues got mixed up but hey nevermind it doesn't matter had fun anyway and the 1st prize was shared among all so thanks for all the trouble u guys went thru! MUACKS! hahha

Ps. can pple send me photos? thankie!hahahah muacks all1 toodels

2004-09-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

2004-08-27T16:34:00.000+08:00

Yup...i've got everything under control...or rather, God days...YAY!!!! yup i'm okay now everything is a ok! yup Muack all!

2004-08-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

You noe how my blog says i really like to laugh? ya well i would really like to laugh...unfortunately i dun think i can... everyone's edgy and the teachers their anxiety is not doing us any good, i noe they just want to help but honestly do they really think they are when they just keep piling work n more work on us n scolding us sigh... well i'm feeling as if i'm gonna go crazy if not explode! my life at the moment isn't going well... My self confidence is down to the lowest possible noch i feel really bad at the moment.... lost for words! i wanna do well but i dunno exactly how much i want it!!! Argh!this is wat i think(if u dun get it think of the symbolic meaning...)

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY...BUT ONLY IF I TRY!!!

Dear God, pls help me to stay afloat, to see each day with joy and happiness and share this with the others around me... thank you...Amen

2004-08-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody haha sorry for not updating, its been lyk ages!!!haha firstly HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ALL! haha so to update u'll 4DG WON DRAMAFESTE!WOW! on dramafeste night i felt quite bad cos its not say that we worked harder than the other classes, in fact i think each class worked their butts off for dramafeste at the cost of a whole lotta things so i felt so bad wen we won..it was so confusing lyk i was really happy n laughing but then to c the Gyers crying made me feel so bad... but i think its really great that each class got awarded for something! I think that was really great! haha

AHHHHH! so sad!NO MORE CHOIR!!!! so sad! now my life revolves around books!!!! sigh! nvm wen this is all over i can party!!!! anyway i think tts about it for now so ya...Muack all!

2004-07-19T18:20:00.000+08:00

Heya pple! Do this if ya wanna... but unfortunately u'll haf to copy n paste onto n email heehee i noe all my frens r pretty(pun) lazy but ya help me MUACKS all! thankie! HEEHEE!

>*****OPINIONS*****>
1. Am I cute?:>
2. Am I smart?:>
3. Am I sweet?:>
4. Am I crazy?:>
5. Am I loveable?:>
6. Am I funny?:>
7. Am I annoying?:>
8. Am I psyco?:>
9. Am I daring?:>
10.Am I a good person?:>

*****WOULD YOU...*****>
11. Hug me?:>
12. Miss me if I was gone?:>
13. Listen to my problems?:>
14. Hug me if i cried?:>
15. Be a good friend?:>

*****HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?*****>
21. When's my birthday?:>
22. How old am I?:>
23. What school do I go to?:>
24. Do i have any siblings ~ names??:>
27. Who am i crushing on/going out with?:>
28. Favorite color?:>
29. Lucky number?:>
30. What is my worst subject?:>
31. Best subject?:>
32. Favorite animal?:>
33. Favorite sport?:>
34. Favorite TV show?:>
35. Favorite song/songs?:>
36. Favorite music group?:>

*****IF YOU COULD*****>
37. Give me a new name, what would it be and why?:>
38. Hook me up with someone (real), who would it be and why?:>
39. Do one thing with me what would it be and why?:>
40. Drop me one piece of advice, what would it be?:>

*****JUST A FEW QUESTIONS*****>
41. What do you love about me?:>
42. What do you hate about me?(seriously):>
43. What is my best quality?:>
44. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:>
45. What is your honest opinion of me? >
46. When or if i move would you cry?>
47. Would you move with me? >
48.How long have we known eachother?:

heh notice the no. differance? cos i deleted the part for pple of the opp sex cos i dun haf guy frens..haha AWWWW!! hee...

2004-07-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

oh dear chinese orals tmr, dunno if i'm ready, hope i am...and in the words of a very famous tank engine:I think i can, i think i can...
Have u guys ever said anything too fast lyk jumping the gun and stuff lyk that and suddenly realise what you've just said and truely regret it... i happen to do that a lot, sigh, sometimes my mouth goes before my mind which is something i need to change. Cos i think i have hurt alot of people and stepped on a whole lotta toes with my mouth, if you get my drift. So to all i have offended, i'm really really sorry k, i really don't mean it, so sorry!
Therefore, my resolution for this 40 day fast is to fast my tongue. So basically what i am trying to do is to abstain my tongue from speaking all bad words, blasphemous words and slanderous words so friends please remind me. Thank you!

2004-06-27T14:30:00.000+08:00

Sigh school is tmr nvm lets look on the brightside of life*whistle whistle wistle* hahahaha okay so char u r quite slow with the CD burner thing but nvm it just proves u haven't been online in a long time so u must haf been studying right?? hmmmm??

Okay so on fri i had choir frm 9 to 5 and may couldn't come cos of her leg or smthing lyk tt n i was late(sorry char, sorry jel!) cos couldn't find her maid who had the nuggets so waited for wat 1/2 and hr? hmmm was quite pissed but nvm its okay now. ya so choir was fun we got to sing some of our old songs, really brings back gr8 memories! weeeee! ya sothere were only lyk what 10 sec 4s there... HELLO! SEC 4s SET A GD EXAMPLE FOR OUR JUNIORS WILL YA! AHEM! UR SENIORS AFTER ALL U NOE! ya and the sop 1s only had 3 sec 4s so um pathetic rite?! ya then after singing we went down for lunch 10 boxes of pizzas! for wat 40 some odd pple? there was so much left over! haha too bad man the pple who sin come really really missed out on some gr8 stuff n not just the food the games and so called bonding time too!

Yup so after that played some really fun games(GREAT JOB CHAR AND JEL!)the first game was duck-duck-goose with water and lyk orphelia picked me her logic being i can't run which is quite true and tts why i dun think pple chose jel char gen sarah nellie or jie zen all fast runners haha well faster than me anyway haha well at least i admit it n dun live in a life of denial HA!

Oh next we played dog n bone with soap the soap kept slipping all over n got all grassy quite gross but it smelled good, my grp lost but its all in the name of fun! Next was captains ball with cucumber, tomato, cabbage, orange. The tomatoes broke the fastest they lyk squish and the juice flies out and all that and the oranges gen said the juice tasted good yuck! after the orange rolled all over the floor covered with grass...SICK!

ya then had a break the next game was some water bomb war thing it was fun but my grp lost again...sigh nvm it was all for fun! haha yup so the forfeit was to pick 3 "m n m's" out of a dish of glutinous flour mixed with ketchup FUN! ya so then while char and jel were making the forfeit dishes, sarah n gang got jel wet along with some of the dishes so char asked them to throw thoes dishes away but they din instead they washed it in water n duncked tt on char, actually i was standing i front of her cos she wanted me to do te forfeit but sarah was behind her giving me signals but um i think i'm a bit slow, she had to raise the bucket of water before i got the idea to siam...oops! haha

Next Clean up time! whoo hoo so much fun *sarcastically* but nvm we din haf to clean the field of all the veggie bits co the birds came n ate it! YAY! less to clear! i was clearing up the icky dishes with jel wen i slammed it into her back hahahah then she slammed it into my leg HA only my leg! so while i was teasing her bout it se took a hand full of mush and n got it on my hair! YUCK! When i got home, all my dogs came and i think they thot i was lyk walking food or someting, i swear they wanted to eat me! hahaha okay, i'll leave it here for now, TTFN, muacks and all that ciao!

2004-06-20T18:39:00.003+08:00

I watched Meet Joe Black last night...Such a sad movie it was 3 disks long wow LONG! But it was good haha. oOh my mum says that all my friends should watch it and not be rude to your parents.( To my sister: Che, mummy says even though u already watched it GO REFRESH UR MEMORY! and more importantly dun be rude to ur parents and treasure ur time with ah khong) hahahahahaha okay thats enough... It was a really good movie! made me cry haha and not many movies can do that! haha did Brad pitt win anything for it? Anthony Hopkins was good too!
Ya i guess i'll leave it lyk this for now...Cya!TTFN!muack and all that oh not forgetting the all important Au revoir...Auf weivershein...Ciao and so on...I think u get the drift! Byeeee!

2004-06-08T17:30:00.000+08:00

hey everyone! i was reading my sis blog i lyk wat she says haha complement to ya che! haha esp the rainy days and happy songs haha QUOTE:"play some music and just stared out my window, watching all the little cars and people go by, and breathing in the air.It had just rained, and was in the drizzling stage. The air was so fresh and cool, but not cold. It smelt so clean. You know how the world smells after a heavy rain. It smells like hope. I wondered if it was a throw back to noah ad the arc. A rainbow as a promise, and the smell just brimming with life and telling you it is a new start.Have you tried just putting music on and watching the world go by? it is a litle like a soundtrack, and it feels like a movie, but you have to find the right music."...copyright infringment but lyk nvm! haha it sounds so beautiful! would make a really nice black and white pic yes?! i think so! hahaha can almost imagine the camera panning, frm lyk the door zoom in on the girl at the window to the raindrops on the window to the rainbow behind the dark clouds! SO NICW ya?!!!! hahahaha i lyk it! new york would look really nice lyk tt! YEAH! well folks! TTFN! MUACKS and all that!

2004-06-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

My sister is CRAZY actually not exactly crazy just wierd but tts where both of us are alike...haha! okie so i tell her i haf a blog and she moans and groans bout itand now if i may draw ur attention to the links on my blog-"My crazy sister" YES SHE HAS A BLOG! hahahaha how hmmmm frustrating? no um....incomprehensible? well i think u get wat i mean! i think if u read er blog u will find theat hmmm wierd runs in our family not scary wierd but i think nice wierd.Oh yes, my sister is lo saw...kinda lyk me hahahaha well her bloggies is kinda lyk a lit essay, yup! haha anyway I love her so ya! haha okie...

Finished chinese Os YIPEEE!!!! and then went to eat at BK then took a neoprint(i really lyk the pics! we all look so good!-ego ya but its the truth!) had a really quick bowling game then saw TROY for the second time(WHEEEEE!) with Xin yi, tina, nic, nut and jzee haha it was fun! haha in the middle of the show wen Orlando bloom was talking to diane Kruger(i think tts her name) some guy shouted:"Shut up la!" the cinema roared with laughter hahahahaha Xin yi and i wee lyk "ABSOLUTELY! We couldn't agree with u more!" hahahaha well i lyk Orlando Bloom but somehow he always gets really really pathetic lines! yup...oh and there was this little boy who kept saying:"eeeeeee" so funny! hahahahahahaahha yup yup! Had so much fun!

Today had a 4hr SS lecture! WHEW! glad tts over with, actually it wasn't as bad as i thot it would be! yup oh and during the car ride home my mum and i saw this licence plate number that was SQ222 hahha so cute! it was an ACS car haha cos it had "The best is yet to be" sticker hahaha shall withold any comment to prevent pple frm getting angry but yup hahahahaahahhaha some really funny remarks were made in the car! oh and Mrs Khong has a really nice licence plate number too! its SCG5... from far the 5 looks lyk an S so cute! hahaha ya!okie!haha th..th..that's all folks! hahahaha

2004-05-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

YAY! friday...friday...friday..finally friday! haha! hmmm was lyk passing this entire wk in a daze floating aimlessly sigh...AT LAST ITS FRIDAY! haha...
MY CLASS GOT INTO DRAMA FESTE FINALS! SOOOOOO PROUD! now must not be complacent...Ursy was lyk " Can't we have at least one day to be happy?" haha but i'm really really scared now... really hope we don't become complacent! I'm praying...and 3DG got in as well(the DG legacy wheee!)Miss Beh was so sweet cheering for DG(sec3&4)so nice an Miss wee too, she popped her head during e math to congradulate us...so cute! I think all our teachers are really really nice, sweet...etc(heehee) Praise God that he has granted us great favour with our teachers...Thank you Lord!
Oh ya... on thurs had choir...MAN do i miss choir...all those thurs w/o coir...ooh how empty(haha drama queen ya?!)we wrote this song for the school...may be a bit cheesy but i lyk it so nvm plus it took a whole lotta effort to do so i dun care! i lyk it! haha
Oh yup... one more thing...Inside joke to all 4DGers..."UNCLE! you ge nu ren KIAP jai na bian!"okie so my spelling may be a bit wrong but nvm you get it! hahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhhahahahahahhahaahahahahahahahahaahahhahahahahahahaha

2004-05-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

Its mother's day! HAPPY MOTHER'S day to all mothers reading this but um...i doubt if there will b any...hahahaha...SIGH...its mother's day and my mother is not here! SO SAD...BOO HOO!!! so sad! It has only been two days and i miss them already...so sad! sigh...ok ok...tmr is school...i kinda wanna go yet i dun want to...hmmm but guess i haf too...i haf no choice! Nevermind, SCHOOL WILL be fun! i will make it fun!

2004-05-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

WOW! its finally friday haha FINALLY seemed as if this wk passed lyk ultra slow... oh ya today we took class pics i think they are gonna turn out really nice! YAY! oh and i figured out how to use my CD burner! *gives self standing ovation* hehe -ego- hmmm ya so i burned all malacca photos onto a disk to be developed yay! so nice rite! and choir pics too haha!... anyway quite happy to day got my braces out *smiles showing pearly whites* hehe..hmmm yup feels really really wierd tho and so funny class pic was taken just a few hours b4 i got my braces off so funny...u may not think so but i do haah! today my parents are going to New york till thurs coz my sis is graduating hmmm I WANNA GO...too bad for me i haf sch...sigh...so i am staying at my grandma's hse this wk end with paddy(juz in case u din noe paddy is my mum's yorkshire terrier) haha..yup but tmr i haf to travel all the way to tessa's hse frm east coast...sigh...she lives in orchard... for drama fest rehersal...the things we do for our class..yup yup sigh... anyway to all pple taking mid yrs all the best and may God bless you! yup yup...gonna go spend time with my parents.. *muacks* ciao!

2004-04-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!!!! Am so super happy! NAPFA was so good! it wasn't just good... it was GREAT!haha... ok so this is lyk the best NAPFA i have had all my life! haha... I am so proud of myself k! i noe it sounds ego but its true k!i haf nvr jumped so far nor reached so far nor done so many pull ups(okok so they weren't tt many-but i'm happy..."i have no regrets")haha hmmm... LAhDEEdahdeEdAH! haha... so pleased with myself! haha poor yve had cramps today so could not really give her all poor thing... of all the days to haf cramps!well me? haha stupidly got a cramp in my leg while during sit-ups... how? u may ask... well its a long story-actually no its not tt long but if u see me and u r lyk dying to noe then ask haha and i'll tell u haha...haha...sorry just really really happy! wish i could go photocopy my NAPFA slip haha...so funny! haha nvm 'twas just a thot.

I think DG actually has a whole lot of potential...unfortunately its just left untapped...sighz! But i'm really gland i'm in 4DG... i think its the rite class for me... not saying tt the other classes are no good it s just that i think i would not be myself in another class...in DG i can be myself and not b afraid of others judging me, i really thank God for wonderful frens who can tell me my faults w/o being judgemental and wen they tell me i noe that they are doing it for my own godd and coz they luv me. however at times i do envy some other classes haha but nvm! God put me in 4DG for a reason and slowly but surely i am seeing why! PRAISE GOD! haha

After today, i really believe that everything is possible through christ who strengthens me! Yup! i knew this but it never really sunk in. Its lyk everyone says it and i sorta believed it but lyk-ME...do well in NAPFA! IMPOSSIBLE! well the impossible was made possible by MY GREAT GOD! Woo Hoo!!!WEEEEEEEE!!!! haha :P

2004-04-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

haha... ok i am soooooo proud of SC!!!! yay! esp the bballers! they were SOOOO GREAT!!! how they fought bac!WOW!I am soooo amazed haha! the newspaper report did not do them justice but thats not impt! haha so Char came to my church yesterday she kept laughing at the story pastor told, There wee these two men who lived on an island, they went to the mainland to haf a drink or 2 they got really drunk so wen they went to the dock to row their boat home it took them a long time to get into the boat w/o getting wet so they started to row, and they kept wondering y is the current so strong? wen light came the nxt morning, the realised they had not untied the bat from the dock! hahahaaha so anywa the moral of the story was not to let the past tie u down hahaa! neway haf lyk 5 tests nxt wk better go now...BYYEE!!!

2004-04-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

Just haf a few things to say:

1. Am so scared for 2.4 tmr but everything is in the hands of the Lord!

2.Choir ROCKS!

3.I really really love Choir!

4. am really gonna miss choir

5. I am sooooooooo proud of the juniors and my fellow level pple for putting in their all for the concert!!!MUACKS! luff u all

6.(lastly) am really proud of the pple who got into choral excellance! Go show the world wat SC CHOIR is made of! KICK BUTT!!!! WHOO HOO!!!

thx to everyone for make my day so special! love u all!

2004-04-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

God squashed his son for me for me...
Though no decite was found in his mouth
Jesus Christ died on the cross for me(ps. this song made me cry!!!!)

This is a little excerp of the song that was playing in my church while they were showing a snippet from THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST... i dunno it just really touched me... I mean the Lord did all this for me..and YOU! he loved us soooo much...his love is uncountable, unmeasurable, unimaginable! On good friday Jesus Christ was nailed on the cross for us, he took all our sins of the world upon himself! B4 he was nailed to the cross he was lashed 39 times... the capitol punishment was 40 times... the whip was strips of leather with metal pieces at the end, so each time he was whipped the metal piece would cut and pull out his fles...i noe this is a gorey pic i am painting but its the truth...passion means suffering, Jesus suffered for us... Who killed him? WE DID! he died...attoned for OUR sins! I am in awe of how much he loves us! LOVE IS NOT JUST A WORD... it comes attached, we may go around saying I love u! but u don't fully noe wat love is until u haf experienced the Great love of Our Lord jesus Christ... I love him with all my heart and am extremely grateful for what he did on the cross for me! My parents named me Melinda, they want ed me to be grateful for what i have... i was never really a grateful person until i re-dedicated my life to the Lord now i'm born again and i understand now to a much grater extent gratitude! I praise u and thank u Lord!

John 3:16-17 (NIV)
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.For God did not send his son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.

PRAISE GOD FROM WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW!

2004-04-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

Oh ya i din mention this but lyk i thot it was soooooo cute!!!!!! hahahahaha really super cute and kinda cool!haha hmmm so i lyk yesterday b4 we left school to go eat ice cream i had to go tell me mum wat i was up to so i went to the staff rm to try and call her but she wasn't thereso nvm then we were all really high...so i was on the 3rd floor and they waited for me at the 2nd floor and they were lyk signing... i think survivor thn i walked down the spiral staircase and they din c me so i said "*ahemmm*" and they walked toward me still signing so i joined in then suddenly Jel and Orphelia came out of the toilet and they just joined the grp singing survivor...i just thot tt was sooo super cute! hahahaha cool right! I LOVE THE CHOIR!!!!!!

yup yup! my sis called this morningtold her i had a blog and she was lyk wats a blog? so i told her tt it was an online diary and her reaction? EWWWWW...hahahahahaha so funny right! i had to tell her i write the stuff i allow pple to read i rite in...so in actual fact an online diary is not exactly personal hahahaa hmmm but its FUN! Then i went to cut my hair...ahhhh.... i dun remember my hair being this short but i lyk it!haha yup yup i guess should go study... no let me rephrase tt i BETTER go study!

2004-04-08T18:35:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!! good friday is tmr! its a holiday! but i guess we should not forget the reason y we haf good fri in the 1st place. God sent his son to die on the cross for us!WOW! imagine tt i mean its lyk sacrificing ur pet dog just more than tt...hmmmm something to think about...*thinking...thinking*...okok i'll think about it somemore b4 bed! ok lets c wat did i do today...oh ya had bio test today i thot it was easy but my thots may b a bit deciving coz according to some pple it was hard, well the questions were really vague so you don't really noe whether ur right or not haha u could be totally wrong or absolutely right! just terrible!Then after school had this choral exellence audition(i really hate auditions!) there are soooo many practices i am ok with not getting in, in actual fact i dun really want to but if i do (which i think is highly unlikely coz i totally messed it up) i will try my best hmmmm... i really love choir and i think i'm really going to miss it wen its all over...sigh...dreading leaving SC, i've been there for lyk 10 yrs already its such a big part of me...(haha sounds so...hmmmm...)
YUM!!!!after auditions went out to 6 ave for ice-cream with Char, Eli, Gen, Nellie, Sarah and Viola...had um...wat was it? oh ya one scoop of strawberry and another scoop of butterscotch, it was delish! i recommend all pple who are feeling happy, sad, depressed or whatever to go there and eat their worries away! its near coldstorage at the gourmet supermarket! GOGoGoGoGoGo! well i just realized i lyk butterscotch lyk whenever i eat ice-cream it most of the time has butterscotch on it lyk as in syrup or in it haha its not to sweet lyk chocolate and not too thick lyk some of the strawberry syrups(esp the macs one...but tt one is ok if u feel lyk eating it). ay actually Butterscotch would be a nice name for a pet lyk a dog or hamster or you could haf 2 hamsters one called Butter and the other called Scotch haha hazelnut too not a bad name or just nut is fine too hahaha hmmm now u noe how corny i can b but my whole family is lyk tt behind close doors we all laugh and joke lyk this now u noe wat i am really lyk*gasp!gasp!*hahaha.
LAHDEEDAHDEEDAH hmm i was told today tt i speak very formally to my mum...hmmmm... NO! actually i just had to be really nice and really polite coz i was making a request u noe?! bootlicking?? haha oops better not let mummy c tt hmmm i guess i'll tell her i haf a blog wen this entry is far far far away haha but che i can tell she'll prob think its lame but nvm actually i dun really noe how she'll react hmm... lets try! i shall rite her an e-mail later...

I REALLY LYK THIS SONG!!!!!
Josh Groban - Vincent (Starry, Starry Night)

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds and violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colours changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand

Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they'll listen now

For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside
On that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you

Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow

Now I think I know
What you tried to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They're not listening still
Perhaps they never will...

Go to http://www.wbr.com/joshgroban/ and listen to it... Sec 2s i think u guys sang it rite? anyway haf fun and enjoy!

2004-04-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

SO sad! choir concert is over! it was way too fast i can remember the time gani was teaching us how to do fame then suddenly we were doing fame on stage... too fast! but saturday's fame was sooo good i think instead of going remember(x...)and nameeeeeeeee we should have just gone FAME! and stopped there and then the applause and screams haha more impact... sorry if u pple dun understand me coz its lyk all my thots are jumbled some days are just lyk tt...sigh..tis just me!
Anyway, today in school Miss beh was sick so din haf a math, so sad she was sick on fri so she couldn't come for the concert she gave up her ticket at least shu ying could go watch the show!yay! ya and Mrs neoh is on some course for the whole of this month so Miss jesleen chua(how do u spell tt?) took over wow my gosh her lesson was so overwhelming! so many big words...perhaps tts y my thots are so jumbled now haha...juxtaposition...villa...something or other! ahhhhhh TOO-MANY-BIG-WORDS! OVERLOAD! but it felt very good to haf an intelligent descussion in class not saying that with Mrs neoh we can't but we can't even get a word in edge wise so how in the world do we haf a descussion even tho she always wants us to!haha so with Miss chua we did this poem called the early purges i really din lyk that poem it was so vivid in its description of this boy drowning kittens!ARGH! i shall not gif u guys nightmares with the details but if u wanna noe more can always ask to c the poem haha!
I really want to praise God for such wonderful beautiful people he has put in my life!shall i name them! no la too many!c how blessed i am! choir pple juniors too(luff u guys!)! DEE-GEE-ERS! my sistas in christ! and all pple i noe! really luff u guys!MUACKS! my joy in life is to make all u guys happy!awww!haha*HUGZ*

2004-04-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness it took me soooo long to figure out all this nonsense... if it hadn't been for Zara i think i'd still be having a really ugly blog hehe... so i lyk this template its just so cute haha reminds me of my fren's siblings so lyk david liew is 5 and hannah tan is 5(i think) ya so lyk they were playing catching then he cornered her and gave her a kiss then ran away...Awwwwww so cute right! haha so funny and also really sweet haha but sometimes they fight, its so cute just like husband and wife and they are only 5 haha!

2004-04-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

argh i dun understand all this nonsense

2004-04-04T18:54:00.000+08:00

i think i'm following a trend but lyk nevermind, its quite fun to do thins anyway...haha...ok so hmmmm i really am computer illiterate haha i dunno how to do alot of things but lyk hey i now enough to get by and i guess i dun mind being called duh...i think hahaha